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| Its been a very long time since i've logged in here and blogged.. 2 years to be exact. well, not really sure how or what to update because just have no idea where to start from hehe. Past 2 years, had lots of up's and down's as usual, experienced nice things, seen bad things, met interesting beneficial people, came across un-inspirational people, people who have helped me and people who screwed me over and so on. Left Benefit Cosmetics in Sept 07 and moved out from birmingham back to Manchester for a year.. possibly one of the worse year i've had! not sure whether going back to manchester was a good or bad thing, but oh what the hell.. whats been done is done so no point looking back on it.. but definately knew that if i stayed in birmingham, it wouldnt have been a great idea either.
So.. January 2009 I left Manchester and moved down to London. Definately the best move i've had since.. ever. right choice, right move. Ive realised that moving down helped find a better "me" and i'm very happy with everything thats in my life now, no more no less! :) Managing Urban Decay Cosmetics for now.. who knows what the future holds. update on today.. because I dont really remember any other day of the past 2 years haha... went to work as usual today (a tad late) ate a very yummy mocha cupcake! later went cinema's.. went to watch X-Men: Wolverine. Was sooo cool! :D and yes i did get to watch all of it.. (even though was hiding behind hands/coat/bag every now and then!) now im home drinking soup.
yesterday i cooked 2餸1湯! mmm yummy yummy.... chicken curry, broccoli in oyster sauce..
 
me "working hard" @ work...
  
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| 太多愛聚集在一時激情, 太多人放手在一時任性. 誰又真的了解自己, 誰又真的問過自己, 需要跟怎麼樣的人在一起? | | |
| jeez it felt like yesterday when i last blogged... but its actually been 2 months?! times flies.. o.O its amazing how much things can change in a space of days/weeks/months. theres a time limit to absolutely everything.. really cba to update the past 2 months so il start from last week haha! went back to manchester to stay for just over 2 weeks and just got back to shitty bham, and feel way depressed cos theres fuck all to do here. all i do is spend in bham cos besides shopping, i really cant imagine anything else better to do??!! went to m2 party to celebrate chinese new year on sunday. went round to jacqui's to get ready and meet everyone! all the london boys came round too, and i think there were over 20 of us setting out together o.O got into mtwo.. and thats just about as much as i remember.. haha im serious -___-" i was sooo gone, i dont remember seeing anyone or who i been drinking with!? remember being with the girls most of the night, but dont really remember what we were actually doing haha! after the club, we all went back to jacqui and kwokluns.. and i kinda remember everything from here.. cos me and the london boys played poker til the next frikkin day. and i won £160.. wuhahah! beat that bitches! thank u boys cos u all bought me my new all saints belt, a pair of new shoes and a new winter coat ^___~ haha ur all too kind =P then i didnt even sleep for like 48hrs!! stayed up all the way and after poker we chilled around for abit then went to the cute korean place to eat.. yummm!! was gonna play mahjong but i couldnt make it through to my 50hrs without sleep mode! =( thursday met up with jacqui, went shopping and dinner at good old tai wu! miss that place far too much.. so much that we stayed there for like... 3-4 hrs haha?! then met emma at tribeca's and then simon li came about 5 hrs later!! (ok exaggerating but he was wayy late!!) me n si was drinking at crazy rate, 2 jugs of cocktails gone in 15mins. that stupid ass!! then we went to charlies kbar and i killed everyone at dices.. end of the story!! hehe was soo fucked by the end of the night, aint been that mad pissed for agess.. so so sick =( i miss you manchester........... | | |
| havent blogged for thousands of years, almost forgot i had a xanga wuhaha! back in manchester for a week or so now for christmas.. and having the best time ever! boxing day party at m2 was just... made me so happy. cant believe the amount of people that came out.. even proper old school friends that i aint seen in years!!! was a really good get together with everyone, and seeing a certain individual get rather drunk at the end was just.. satisfying?! muahaha!!! lightweight u know who u are! all the london boys who came up also made it a blast! u know u boys are my babies!! hehe tried to force me drink champagne.. but totally failed! and challenging me at drinking games.. yet failed again! booooo comes to mind!! lol =P
feeling so happy lately, its like nothing or no-one can take it away from me. alot of it comes down to, ive got no problems to beat myself over, no stress no mess (lol) and ive recently come down to realising that i have more friends than i actually thought, no i dont mean so-called friends, the kinda friends that ppl only have 1 or 2 in thier life! some ppl actually care more about me than i even care about myself, which through time i saw and im really grateful for. its weird how things turn out sometimes, u end up with more than u actually bargained for.
sometimes ive come to realise that when u think things are going for the good, they turn out for the worse, yet when u expect the worse, they come out for the best. ive learnt to expect nothing, and prepare for everything.. and most prob still learning! god have patience in me..^__^
santa bought me alot this xmas!! ipods, jewellery, clothes, swarovski crystals, make up, perfumes, alcohol... hehe u guys spoil me far too much.. and i love u all for it!! muaahh X
new years resolutions..
drink less alcohol (mainly made to be broken.. hahha!!)
to actually attend uni lectures and do some frikkin work!!! (help me!!)
spend less shop less (bound to be broken)
to not be used nor listen to lies again (damn fucking rightt)
to be a better ME! x
thats all folks.. til next xmas.. haha only messing, il blog when im next randomly bored outta my mind! wait upon me! X
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| why is keeping up with uni so hard when mixed with socialising!!? feel unhappy today, cos ive had the most unproductive week ever!! i mean i seriously seriously need to get down with some studying.. like.. full on concentration!! nomore pad thai.. damn u people =P need to study HARD!! why am i so stupid.. always doing, saying and thinking things i shouldnt. going to meet up with my gf ying ying, hopefully have a nice day/evening out to catch up and chat! miss u xx | | |
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